[location: here in the comfort of my room]
[now playin': Still there for me - HSM3]
[PHRASE OF THE DAY: I can't take it!]
I'm Sick, pissed, annoyed, totally tired and totally tense~
Something bad happened happened on Monday night. Only a handful knows what had happened. So obviously it affected my mood on Tuesday morning. And I've just been really tired with the pace everything's moving in right now. I'm so tired looking at the continuous pile of work. I'm feeling the stress right now. I'm not scared about the exams and THAT'S FRIGHTENING THE HELL OUTTA ME!
I've been awake since 4am!
No. I'm not kidding. :( Bad enough I'm suffering from insomnia and actually completely was dead to the world at approximately 2am, I had another gastric with an addition of a bad tummy ache! I was so pissed! I really wanted to sleep. So after visiting the toilet again and again, I finally wanted to sleep. Alas! I couldn't get to sleep no more. So I decided to shut the fuck up about how sleepy I was (cos I couldnt sleep no matter what) and took out my Chemistry file to do some revision all the way till like 6.35am.
After bathing and getting ready and all, I left at like 7.20am and went to school with fugly eye-bags and the crappiest moody. I was so cranky and was irritated at the slightest thing. I was sick and kept breaking out in cold sweat. Wth la. It was frigging difficult to pay attention in class. So went for our last Chem Practical Exam and I did very well! I remembered the crystallization method I revised just now and I actually got that right! FIRST TIME! Okay so I passed Chem mock test yesterday really well! Surprising! :) I couldnt take it during recess and dashed out once english lesson was over. Crist was with me Thank God! :) So I missed the first 15 minutes of math.
Oh and, out of approx. 10 toilets, only one pathetic toilet had a frigging toilet paper. WHERE'S ALL THE TOILET PAPERS GONE TO?! I hate the fact that it's always the case that we dont have toilet papers. -.-"'
LIKE HOW FRIGGING RETARDED IS THAT?!?!
Crist told me to go home but I wanted to stay for ASP cos there's F&N asp. But thank goodness, God was on my side & Ms Hawa cancelled it! =D So I called mummy & she came to pick me up straight after school. Thank goodness!
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On a more serious note, I know people have been calling me "arrogant", "unfriendly" and all cos nowadays I don't wear that smiley face anymore. And I don't really go around saying hello that much. I'm really getting tired and all. The fact is that I hardly even talk that much in class now. I still laugh alot but not as much as I used to. I'm sorry for being moody and cold. I just wish to stop playing the fool and concentrate and pay attention more in class. Maybe it's because of my noise and "happening" nature that now everyone thing's I'm just being arrogant. I can't stop people's mouth from babbling and saying what they wanna say. So heck! Once I get my Os done & over with properly done, I'd be MYSELF once again! :) For the time being, if you're my true friends, y'all wouldnt spout nonsense because you jolly well know I'm NOT an unfriendly person. As a matter of fact, I'm TOO friendly. But I'm really tense right now. So do bear with me! 3 more months to the end of the Os and 11more days to prelims. I'm kinda prepared for Prelims but to shoot and go all out and score for my Os!
ALL THE WAY DIYANA! ALL THE WAY!
There's the carnival tmr. I wanna be on teevee!(And hopefully, Renfred will be attending the carnival as well xD)
I'll update more about the events going on in time to come!
