mood: confusedA thought just sent a slap across my face...
location:
now playin': Ocean Ave - Yellowcard
I had 17 points for my O Levels so why the fuck am I going to RP? Worse still, a course that has NOTHING, ZERO, NIL, ZILCH about psychology! Okay, so it has a touch of law but who the fuck cares? I didn't get 20points! I got a fucking 17points!! WHy the hell was I given this? Is there really a reason behind this? Why is it that the people I know that had 20points and above managed to get into SP, NP or even TP?! It isn't fair! IT ISN'T FAIR! I couldn't even appeal to any other poly! THIS ISN'T FAIR! Why do I always get cornered?! I know it was my fault for starting late in my mugging, but still, I studied so hard and this is what I get? Why do those who didn't do so well get where they want to go? I hate this fact. SO fucking screwed! So mother chucking screwed! So bassholic!! Screw the whole system!!!!!!! *points THE finger!*
WHY IS IT SO FUCKING UNFAIR?!?!
You know what? I just realised that I have issues with myself over these thoughts that I've been suppressing. I better settle this issue now, PRONTO. I don't want to screw my life up, AGAIn. I screwed my PSLE, I screwed my Os and heck! There's no fucking way that Imma screw my Dip up as well! Wish me luck guys! I'm on my way to searching myself.
Thank goodness I'm going jogging tmr!
ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*screams*
