mood: lethargic
location: where else?
now playin': Train - 3 Doors Down
I've thought about things long and hard and yet I'm still half-hearted. Thus, I've come to a decision that I'm not gonna retake the o level subjects as I had planned to. I know for one, that I'm not gonna de well this time 'round. I mean C'MON! We all can see that I'm not even bothering to really do maths everyday. Like what everyone has said, right now, I've to think and make a wise decision. As much as I wanna make my cert look nicer, I'm not going to waste my time and money on something and I and everyone knows that I'm not going to do any better than I have before. Yeah, so maybe I'll do better for english this time round. But how 'bout Maths?
So, conclusion, NOT RE-TAKING.
I was looking at the photos in Andrew's FB and I suddenly felt like crying. Don't know why. It's like...i kinda miss ex-e3. especially 4e3. Finally when we're bonded, we have to part. And then I look back at all the friends who once were my arch enemies and then I think about those who've I've been enemies with since sec1 till now!
One particular person that I can think of at the top off my head right now is none other than....MAJIDAH! We hated each other to the core ever since sec1! And we never took the chance to get to know each other until we became classmates in sec3. It took us sometime to get to know each other and to understand each other and now, look at us, good friends. We care for each other and all. :)
And there's Farahdiyanah. The girl who I could nearly NEVER get along with. We screamed and yelled at each other and had many "showdowns". We bitched about each other like mad. Haha. It was so friggin' hilarious. And just as I thought I had gotten rid of her, She's back to "haunt" me for the next 3years! And guess what? This time, I'm positive our friendship will work out better than sec3 & sec4.
And now, to mention the person who've I've been hanging out alot with recently. The person who the whole of 3e3'07 used to "match-make" me with. The person whose birthday, attitude, thinking and character TOTALLY CLASHES with mine. The person who I hated in the beginning and vice-versa. That person is none other than.......DANIEL TAN! (I am so hoping he doesnt read my blog or else his head-size & ego is gonna get too big for him to handle!) He is one guy I could NEVER see myself being friends with. He's like my altered-ego. Haha. He's like me, guy-version and MUCH WORSE. And somehow, we ended up getting along really well and look at us now! Still in contact and good friends. Totally the opposite of how we used to start off knowing each other. Which reminds me of the time Mithran & gang used to associate us tgt and I'd scream at them cos I HATED to be associated with Daniel Tan in any way. And it didn't make it any better than we had the same birthday. And I rmb Dinie every saying to i-dont-rmb-who that if Dan & I were to get married, he wouldn't need to change HIS surname cos I'm also a Tan. HAHAH! Okay, I thought it's the girl who'd need to change surname? Not the guy, right? Haha! It's like a miracle that now I can get along with him. I dont know how we managed it, but we did! I swear he looks like some small kid that's just taller than me in this picture. Haha.
There's so many things that's changed. I've changed ALOT myself. And the most that's changed is my friendship with C & S. Did y'all know that Cristy Amanda Garcia Rodrigues, Sarah Joan Soh Shi Hui and I used to be ARCH ENEMIES?!?! Haha! Well, yeah. We used to hate each other to the core and then C & S joined forces against me and then C & I ended up in the same class in sec3 and we had to be friends and then something happened in sec4 that proved to both of them that imma true friend. And we had a long talk and TA-DAH! We're bffs and we live up to the name cos even though we've our own lives and own things to handle and see to now, we still keep in close contact and make time for each other. :) We're practically sisters! Haha. That's why their opinion matters alot to me. ALOT ALOT ALOT! And I love them like....OMG! Truck, island and earth-size loads....okay, that doesnt sound right...but HECK! I love them alot lah! Haha!!
I would love to talk more about those I'm thinking of right now but too bad, my lappy's battery's running low and I'm too lazy to get the charger, so I'll stop here.
