mood: sickI feel blessed yet..not really..
location:
now playin': Lucky - Ashily
Met up with Mitty Loony before rehearsals. Headed to Meet the rest in TRCC. Well, yesterday's rehearsal and a peek into our script was a WOW-er for me. It was tough. Expectations were high. But understandable. It was kinda fun. I got to vent my anger. Learnt to walk into my character's life, talk my character, walk like my character and all. Aishah and I laughed and werent focused in the beginning so we had to run from a pillar to another twice as our punishment. And we had to walk around and say a line from the script in different emotions. It was damn fun! HAHA. Then we had to run as much as we could. So I ran. Like mad. Stopped and suddenly sprinted and CRACK! I was like, "FUCK!" The crack sound was DAMN loud. No, not exaggerating. Everyone heard it. My ankle bone made the sound. I wanted to stop. The pain was EXCRUCIATING! But I didnt want to seem like a loser, a weak person or whatever. SO I continued..but I jogged instead of running. Stopped after a while. Perpired like MAD!
Now I finally understand why Adriel said if I joined his group, I'd definitely LOSE WEIGHT.
HAHAH. I told Karishma(sp?) & Aishah about my ankle and that it was damn painful. I still had to walk around and all like normal. It was tough. So I gave a pass to hanging out with the group after rehearsals. Went home and applied medicated ointment hoping it'd help. Apparently when I woke up, I was blue-black and hurts like #$%^&!!!
So this morning, I woke brother up to ask if he could send me to school. He asked why and I told him and he said okay. PHEW!! Thank goodness! So he drove me to school, singing in the car. He found it hilarious at how I sprained my ankle. LOL. Dropped me off in school. Walked to class. It was damn painful luh!! I had to try my best to walk normally. I could walk but damn slowly & carefully. I couldn't imagine how'd I die going to school by public transport!!
Lesson was fine. Classmates helped me to buy some food up for my breakfast. I love my Enterprise group. It's entertaining. And I read something in class. Something that pissed me off. Something that made me wanna kill this person. I cannot stand how pretentious she is. How she is so...so...BLEAH! I was so ticked off. I wanted to kill someone, literally. I would have gone out for a breather if it wasnt for the fact i can barely walk fast & normal. HAHA. I was super pissed. ARGH!!! Ytd I was bitching about this person and today I had to find out something that was like so....so...WTF! I feel so cheated, I feel used. I feel like she's such a bitch. Wolf in sheep's clothing!
I HOPE SHE DIES. -.-
For lunch, we ordered Macs. I was starving but didnt have much appetite so I just ordered a large fries. Hardly walked around. Only left my class like...twice? And 3 people accompanied me to the washroom. Fariza was worried I'd fall in the toilet. LOL. Funny yet sweet. Everyone was having the same thought & question like me, "was it a sprain or fracture??" HAHAHA. I have absolutely no idea. Fariza wanted me to see our school physiologist. But i didnt know where and she wasn't exactly free to accompany me there. HAHA. So I went back home with Joy Joy. Bumped into Nat. I kinda regret not joining Tennis. Anyways, Joy was so super sweet! She took a cab & gave me a lift Sembawang's Mrt station and from there, I slowly made my way home. It took me like 15minutes. like 2.5minutes longer than my usual time. HAHA. BUt she was nice enough.
Came home, bro was kinda worried. Than he told me it could be a hairline fracture or smth like that and that I oughtta go for an X-ray lest it gets worse. SHIT. WHY IS EVERYONE SCARING ME?!? But I hate going to the polyclinic (it's slow, lousy, hot and boring) & it's too expensive to go to my usual clinic. WHo can accompany me see the doctor? Text me kay? :D
Told Mit & Ed about my ankle. Mit was like telling my I should learn to take care cos I'm always getting myself sick or injured. Ed was laughing at how I could even have any injury pertaining to my ankle in DRAMA and that I only ran for a while at that. S was worried for me too. THANKS YALL! :)
Okay, better go now. Damn tired.
