mood: weakMy head feels like there's a 100ton weight on it. Yes. That's EXACTLY how heavy my head feels right now. It hurts so bad. I tossed and turn in bed till 4plus this morning. Insomnia strikes again! Sigh. This sucks. I feel so drained. And I dont even know why! My head is so so so so SO HEAVY. This feeling sucks. Apparently painkillers aren't helping, at all!
location: room
now playin': Picture of You - The Last Goodnight
Mum had to go to work cos of some meeting or whatever so couldn't send Kitty to the vet for her routine check-up. Which totally sucks cos it's only today that I'm free.
Anyway, I had a conversation with Ed sometime back..
Me: I like ah! haha
Ed: That interesting meh?
Me: Yeah.
Ed: And just what interests you so much about it sia?
Me: Reading about how others' life is more screwed than mine gives me a satisfaction that LIFE REALLY IS FAIR COS LIFE'S REALLY UNFAIR TO ALL! MUAHAHHA!
Ed: Fuck. You're fucking sadistic...
(3sec silence)
Ed: BUT I FUCKING AGREE! HAHA!
HAHA! That's why I always read FML now. So everytime I think about how life sucks, I know that there's others out there whose life sucks even more! HAHA! I know it's damn mean but then again, who cares?At least that'll cheer me up and make me laugh. And heck! It definitely entertains me in class. Hahahaha.
A new term's beginning in a few more days. Time passes so fast when you're having fun. I look forward to burning my time in school with friends and a mass convo during lessons and bitching and gossiping about other classes' lessons/facis via msn during lesson. But I hate lessons. They're so redundant, insignificant, time-wasting piece of crap!
But then again, my life now is totally free! I mean, c'mon! No weekend/holiday homework, no projects (till FYP), no "i-need-to-mug-and-burn-the-midnight-oil" for an exam (since ours in simply Understanding Tests) and fixed hours. Yea sure. Fixed hours suck at times. But then again, look at those in other polys that have lessons from 12nn to like 6pm? or worse, 8am till 11am filled with lectured. 11 till like 3pm break and 3pm till 6pm lectures. Gosh! I wonder what time they reach home. LOL.
I guess I oughtta be contented...although I'd rather be in a course that I've passion in...oh well..im here already right? Not point thinking about that.
Okay, this is a very I'm-thinking-aloud-again post. HAHA. Okay, I shall go play L4D or something and rest.
GET WELL SOON YANYAN~
P/S. I played Bejeweled that day and guess what? I scored an effing 127k! HAHA. FIRST TIME SIOL! #$%^&! I know, I sound like some bejeweled addict. LOL
P/S/S. I can't believe that sick & pervy girl though Zasy was a les! HAHAHHAHAHA!
P/S/S/S. Eh zasy! I kena this type of people before! but mine worse...he stalk me..lol....and he asked me to be his gf...best part? HE DOESNT EVEN KNW ME! HAHAHHAHA!!
