I'VE MOVED ON, HELLO

You want me, but you don't want me. Does that even seem like basic logic to you? NO. I've thought about things thoroughly and I don't even see myself understanding why I gave you so many chances to press the "reset" button when you CLEARLY DONT CARE. I want you as a friend because I treasure friendships a great deal. Maybe that why I refuse to trash things out with you because I'm fully aware that it's gonna end up ugly. And I don't want that.

But thats just the point! YOU ARE JUST A FRIEND. That's why I'm bloody hell tryna hold on to this shit. Maybe because you tend to know all the right times to talk to me. And it's over. I don't even miss talking to you. I don't miss hearing your voice. In fact, I don't miss you at all.

You can't ever seem to let me go & be happy for me. Every time I decided to give things a chance you appear right smack in front to hold me back. And apparently, I'm THAT stupid to let that happen. It sucks.

And now, things have been really good for me. I'm moving the hell on. I know who cherishes me and who doesn't. I should have listened to my close friends a long long time ago. I don't know why i was so like...yeah. And this time, you wont be anywhere near me to sabotage things because this time, I have faith it'll work out, really well in fact. And I wont let you have it your way. I don't want you back.

So bye. Till we talk about our studies soon. (and thats all I'm willing to talk about to you)