It's week 15! LIKE FINALLY! This means after next friday....
IT'S THE HOLIDAYS! :)
2 freakin' months!! But I'll be pretty much busy with my revision for ut3, YOG (which is just next saturday!) and Ramadhan! So I'm gna pass on work for august. There goes my money. :(
Mad sick right now. Fever on and off, throat so sore that when I cough, sometimes it feels like there's blood. EWW. GROSS MUCH? And my nose is so blocked that I bet, if you were to put a carcass underneath my nose, I still won't be able to smell anything. HAHAHAHAHA. SERIOUSLY!! Gotta get well soon. Sigh. And right now, I'm having mad cramps.
Everyone's been saying I've been rather distant, lethargic, distracted and I've changed. I'm not that talkative as last time. I keep to myself A LOT. I would rather be alone these days. And like my mind will wonder off real quickly and all. Even the higher-ups for the venue I'm at for YOG is saying it. They say they want the old me back. The crazy, loud, energetic, spontaneous, enthu, confident and just the old me. I totally feel them cos I miss the old me too. :( truth be told, I don't know what happened to me. And people are telling me I look mad tired lately and I'm always so lethargic. Sigh. Idk man.
What the hell happened to me?!
I needa get my old self back by next week. But then again, this new me right now, is so scarily comfortable. I'm rather comfortable alone and with my own thoughts. But I don't want to be so quiet and like this. Okay, I don't know what I want. Haha. But I'll be fine.
I think I just have to settle things and get over you (which im in the process of doing so). That's all. I need time to think about what I want and I'll be fine.
Till then.....
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