Life's really starting to stink and it'd most probably continue that way for the rest of my life.
WOW! THIS IS GREAT! -.-
When shit happens, SHIT REALLY happens. And for the first time yesterday, I realised how dependent I was. I was dying to talk to someone, badly and I couldn't bring myself to text a certain someone and thank goodness that there was diana & crist. I'm really sorry for being all snappy and all. Thanks diana for trying to divert my attention elsewhere and cheering me up. Thanks crist for talking to me for 4 hours plus on the phone and all the way till morning. That was an awesome chat about EVERYTHING! And once again, you knocked some sense into my head. Thanks you both for being there when that person wasn't. I'm sure I'll be fine even if deep down I know that it won't be that soon. Don't worry. Like what diana always says (direct translation from chinese to english), "Get use to it can already." I never knew how much I could talk until last night. HAHA! nearly 5 hours! It's been so long since I've chatted on the phone that long! Thanks for making me laugh and laugh and talking about all those embarrasing moments we've had Haha!
Oh and..
"Diyana, for you, I'll speak chinese....JIA YOU JIA YOU!"
- Crist
I was frigging touched when Crist said that. HAHAHA! Anyhoos, I just realised the consequences of being so dependent on an individual. I causes me to be at total loss when that individual is no where to be found anymore. Maybe, I should really just snap out of it and learn to be more independent. I'm prettaye sure I don't want another repeat of yesterday. OMG LUH! It was pure torture! Tsk Tsk. Oh and that really sucked, BIG TIME! Oh well, at least I've fallen and learnt a valuable lesson. Oh and did I mention that I just realised how effing frigging INVISIBLE I am? Oh well, now y'all know!
"Friends will come back to you if they're your true friends."
Yeah. I so believe this. And I've seen this DOZENS of times. Oh and I've come up with a quote about myself!
"Imma love lover but a love hater.."
- Nurdiyana Tan YanYan
AND YAY TO MY 24k hits! (like finally!)
