Sunday, November 09, 2008

[mood: annoyed]
[location: here by the window]
[now playin': Time of my life - David cook]

I'm going jogging again today. I'm just so annoyed and irritated right now. Oh and I think I must be so excited for work that when I got up today, I thought it was the 17th and I thought I was LATE! OhMiFriggin'Gosh!!! 

Kinda hilarious though. This is the month where I'm gonna make alot of major decisions. Hopefully, they all turn out the way I hope they would. :) I'm gonna work hard and think more positively. I'm not gonna let anything bring me down that easily anymore. I guess I've just gotten stronger after everything that has happened. I want to finish my last paper and hang out with Amanda Panda and Tabbs and hopefully catch up with my other girls before I bury myself with work, tennis and everything else. 

I'M GONNA BE STRONGER!

I WON'T LET ANYTHING BRING ME DOWN!

3 CHEERS FOR ME!!

HIP HIP HOORAY!

Haha. I need to release all my "troubles" later thru jogging. 

Oh yeah...I was reading all the text messages on my phone when I stumbled upon a couple of messages that suddenly made me breakdown. I was just so touched. I never saw how fortunate I was to have a bunch of loving people besides my family that loves and cares for me so much. And especially the girls and the one and only, BEN 10. HAHA! They've never failed to knock sense into my head and make me cry out of happiness, sadness and all those touching messages. I know I know. Everyone who's reading this would be thinking, "Oh no! Diyana's getting all sentimental-ish." Haha. Well, I am. Maybe cos I'm overwhelmed by alot of different emotions right now. If I ever see these people right now, I'll run up to them and hug them. Yes. That's how I feel right now. I just....i just...Okay, forget it. I don't know how to really explain how I really feel. Haha. 

Okay I shall update tomorrow or something. :)

TOODLES~