[mood: sleepy]
[location: the place he wonders]
[now playin': do you believe in magic - aly & aj]
[PHRASE OF THE DAY: Damn tired]
I've been doing alot of thinking lately. Many guys just put me off. I know i know. Many guys that read my blog says that it's a SEXIST blog. LOL. NOT TRUE MAN! Haha.
On a more serious note, I realise that I've been bottling up alot of things. I'm not like this. I've NEVER been this way. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm scared of the way I've been behaving - snappy and short-tempered. And my insomnia just makes things worse. I really have to do more meditation man. SERIOUSLY. Some times I feel that I've been too soft-hearted by forgiving people over and over again so that they'll just be bolder and climb to my head. It hurts, alot. And I just feel like talking to someone but the problem is I dont wanna be a burden to anyone....
Okay, aside from all those unpleasantness, work out at the gym was awesome! Thanks Diana for the company! :) I really shifted all those feeling into the running man! Haha. I should do this often! :D Anyhoos, on the way to the gym, I got a call from the boss (which is now MY BOSS) from Popular confirming with me the day and time of my first day of work. She was also mentioning that I gotta wear covered shoes. In my heart I was like,
"OMG! WHAT?!?! I BOUGHT SO MANY HEELS AND PLATFORMS AND NOW I GOTTA WEAR SHOES?!?!"
Haha. But I was in no position to argue cos I really needed a job! Haha. I needa earn as much as I can for my studies overseas unless I want to only attain my degree before jumping to my grave. HAHAHAH!
ANyhoos, I'm thinking, maybe I should go back to squash as well. But like, its not as fun as tennis man. Omg. YCK's tennis court is like 10bucks per hour. So effing expensive luh!!!! Hahah.
Okay. Gonna watch The Cheetah Girls now.
CIAOS~!
