mood: discontented
location: room
now playin': the sound of my rapid heartbeat
So the posting results are out. I was mentally prepared for this outcome since the day I had the dream I was accepted into nursing & psychology. Cos like everyone knows, my O level results came out THE DIRECT OPPOSITE of my dream. So I was prepared I wouldnt get into those two courses, and MAN! That was so true. I'm embarrassed about the poly I'm going. Not that the poly sucks or anything, okay so it kinda sucks, but I'm embarrassed over the fact that I really wanted Psychology and yet i dint get through. So I'm gonna appeal. Although I know that most probably, it's never gonna work. But it's worth a try right? I got into a course I least desired although I did put it as a choice and Ben thinks is suitable for me and Shafiq blantly and sarcastically commented that sports is "SOOO MY TYPE". LOL. Which I kinda agree. I hate running. I love sports, but just hate all the shitty warm ups. But still...Sports & Leisure management? Oh no! It's okay. I oughtta be fine. I took an urgent off day to go appeal for nursing AGAIN -.- (pathetic, i know!!) and try psychology at TP.
OR!!!!!
Maybe I can just go ahead and take up the scholarship the Army's giving me. -.- But Army life is NOT MY TYPE. Like DUH! I can't even survive a mere three days in Pulau Ubin without getting sent home on the second day -.- So Right now, i just wanna curl myself up and sleep. But on second thoughts, the poly I'm going too mightn't be so bad since I'll have my loony bestfriend (mithran), wenjie, andrew & jiajun there. BUT BUT! No Ben. No Jason (not that i know where he's posted to). But no Ben is more important. LOL. Kiddin'!
So I guess it's okay. But.......
YongGui!!!
Pack up your things and get ready to transfer school!! Haha. xD
Anyway, C, cheer up okay? ily luh. Thanks Shafiq, Andrew & Mit for cheering me up. And Shafiq! I want an encore of the road runner show!!!! Haha. Thanks alot guys! :D And Yonggui, you will get to meet my classmate who's going to nursing too. That is, if you decide not to transfer and join me. LOL.
And I just realised "Cream" is WC. LOL!!! Am I slow or WOT!?!?
So, I'm disappointed but at least I got into a poly right?
NOT!!!!!!! -.-