mood: confused
location: living room
now playin': Speak - Lindsay Lohan
Okay. So now, I'm cornered to RP. I'm not embarrased anymore cos of the simple fact I bet RP's gonna make it big one day and I'll be thankful I came from that school. At least I get to learn a teensy weensy bit of law in my course. And I get to organise sporting events. So I guess I oughtta be fine. I'm gonna look on the brighter side now. At least I've got....WC! Haha. I've got Mit and gang. I can't appeal for any other courses besides those in RP. Yeah, thats how bad it is. But it's alright. I'm gonna make use of this opportunity and make it big. I really do. And for those who says RP's diploma cert isnt recognised by universities, lemme tell you that I talked to a Lecturer (aka Facil) there about it and he said it was all just a rumour cos their cert is known not only in Singapore but they also have links with Universities overseas. Maybe people think badly of RP cos of the fact RP is still prettaye new. But I'll take that chance of people looking down on the school cos I know what I want and I wasn't born to please everyone else besides myself.
So go Screw yourselves if you might. :D
RP's a slackish school cos of the way they teach, there's no textbooks nor any homework. Which clearly means, it's the best institution for me to work & excel in. I know I'm gonna complain about it sooner or later, but I know that God gave me this little package cos he knows I can deal with it and work something out. I'm gonna make a name for myself and this time, not a name i get when i get into all those troubles that are attracted to me. Yes, I'll be trying to stay out of as much trouble as I can. I'm gonna turn a deaf ear to all those shit heads who look down on RP. Yeah, I will.
I've been dealing with alot of shit recently and my family? I'm not sure if they're even being helpful. -.- Whatever it is, I'll face the consequences alone. Work hasn't been a bed of roses and I doubt it ever will be. I can't wait to start a new chapter now. I'm so tired of alot of things. But I promised myself I wont regret things and yet, I've regretted not getting a job with Ben. It's alright. I'm gonna be fine. I know I will...
Thanks Ben, Nik, Crist, Sarah, Chia Hui, Mit, Shafiq and all those who've been there for me. Thanks for all your encouragements and not giving up and knocking some sense into my head. :D Y'all are the best luh! And sorry S I didnt let you know. Well, now you do. :)
I'm going to do some self-reflection now.
