Saturday, February 07, 2009

mood: disappointed


S, Maybe you're right. I SHOULD stay away from him. Maybe I really meant that little to him. Maybe that was all trash. Maybe it'd never work out...

Anyway, work was fine. I did my work quietly until night when Candice and I started joking non-stop. Thanks Candice for helping me with the trash & helping me mop the floor just now! I couldn't have survived all that on my own! Thanks! :D Working alone in the department's fun. I'm working in the afternoon tomorrow....

I need to sit and reflect about my love life now. One minute all's well, the next, it's doomed to darkness. Tsk. Pathetic! 

Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel 
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind
First you wanna be free
Now you say you need me
Giving mixed signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again