mood: sick
location: room
now playin': C's voice through my cell
OKAY!
I'm back. I feel so much better after pouring everything out to C. FYI - I'm still on the phone with her. See WC! I'm not cheating on you. LOL. And Thanks Nikhil for being there for me and worrying so much about me. What you told me made a hell load of sense and I swear it got me thinking. Now I'm more confused. Thanks for not losing faith and hope in me. Thanks so much. Thanks C & S for never judging me and instead reassuring me all the way. Thanks C for not freaking out when I cried so suddenly. I told you I was touched! HAHA!
Meeting up with C & S tomorrow. Planning to hangout with C & Mit on the 6th. And maybe going out with WC on the 5th. All not confirmed except the outing tmr. Haha!
OH AND GUESS WHAT?!?!?!
I'm OFF ON VALENTINES' DAY!! BUT, I have no date. WHy? Cos I had to cancel all my plans cos I was supposed to work until Esther and I swopped offdays. So now I'm free and ALONE. The only two guys that are available that has asked me out is Alex and *ahem*. I still don't feel like mentioning his name so dont probe okay? And I turned them both down. LOL. SORRY! Alex, you know we can't turn back time. And to you, I can't bring myself to see you right now. I'm moving on, so maybe you should too? You're a nice guy that many girls would really love to have. So don't waste all that time on me.
And So now....I'm stuck all alone. I've a feeling this Valentines' Day is gonna be a prettaye lonely one. How sad? I finally got the day off and I'm stuck, ALONE! :( Like what I told Jason just now, for someone whose friends are mostly guys, I always end up with girls on both my birthday & Valentines day. Not that I mind. But I thought that "tradition" would change this year. But I guess, I was wrong.
Major Pathetico~~~
It's okay luh. I can just buy some stuff and sit and watch those love movies at home. LOL. SUcky shit. Haha. Okay luh, going to continue my other conversations....
the difference between best friends and friends:
1. friends will be the ones that say: oh he was never good enough for you, but best friends will be the ones prank calling him at 1am making chicken noises.
2. friends ask you why you're crying but best friends already have the shovel ready to bury the asshole that made you cry.
3. a friend will tell you something looks good on you when it really doesn`t, a best friend will say "get that crap off and try something better on!"
4. a friend will not bother to tell you if you have something stuck in your teeth. a best friend will tell you, "you have something on your teeth dear."
5. a friend wonders about your romantic history but a best friend can blackmail you with it.