mood: lethargici know that...
location: right here
now playin': Let It Go - Brit & Alex
i cant let..
all the fear inside take over me,
got to take control of what's in front of me~
I'm so so so so so tired. OMG! I was all alone at home last night till like nearly 1am? And I went to watch the horror film on Channel U and I totally freaked. It wasn't that scary but heck! It was damn disturbing and I was too afraid to walk around the house. Haha. Oh yeah, I went to meet mummy and YEAH MAN! I've gotten my Pink lappy back! Omg luh! I'm so damn happy!! :D No more shitty desktop! But I still need to get a new laptop nevertheless. 30th March I guess.
So anyways, I slept at like 2am and woke up at 8:30am to go to CSS for Maths tutorial. I was so so so tired! But I managed to do quite alot and with a small group of juniors, I wasn't shy to ask alot of questions. HAHA! It was nice catching up with them though. Went home and crashed on the bed. I was so tired! Omg luh! Then I went to wash up and change and watched the telly. Then suddenly I had a call from Popular. I was thinking, "gee, I thought I already quitted last month? Should I pick up the call or not?" SO I did and it was Javin!! Haha. I'm glad I picked it up. She called to ask me out next Saturday and since I havent seen neither her nor Candice for ages, I said okay. And then we ended up chit chatting and they (as in Candice & Javin) passed the phone to each other to catch up with me. And then...
Candice: Eh, you sleeping uh?
Me: No la. Why?
Candice: You sound like you going to die. Not like you at all.
Me; Haha. No luh, just really tired.
Candice: Tired? Tired of what? You enjoy right?
Me: Haha. Yeah but I woke up damn early to go back to school.
Candice: No wonder you sound like that. Usually you're very spontaneous.
Haha. See what I mean? Well, so I might be going out with Dylan this Thursday and them on Saturday. But neither is confirmed just yet. Cos apparently, I'm VERY VERY BROKE and I'm at risk of getting my ATM card confiscated. Shucks. So, I'm gonna stay home and be a good girl. I've lost a kg. But why doesn't it feel like it? :( This sucks, big time.
And did I mention that even though I used Sunblock, Im tanned now? And i hate myself looking so tanned. The irony is that no matter how tanned I am, people still mistake me for a Chinese. Haha. But right now, I'm DESPERATE to get back my fair skin! :(
PS: Ignore my previous bitchy post. :)
