mood: tired
location: a busy country?
now playin': Keep On - Avril Lavigne
I didn't feel like blogging but here I am blogging. I'm gonna meet mummy soonish to collect my laptop.
I suddenly feel like going to someplace where serenity lies, where I'm away from everyone and away from the crowds. I just feel like going from a breather now. It's stuffy here in Singapore. It's always so busy & crowded. Only my trip to Sentosa yesterday was really relaxing, listening to the waves hit the shore and all. I dont mean to sound all emo shittish but I really dont know why I suddenly feel this way. I'm baffled myself!
Poly's starting soon and unlike other people, I don't really wish to start school so soon. I feel like freezing time to have this holiday where my besties are all available and all. There's so many things I haven't even settled yet. I feel so suffocated. It's like I'm forced to keep running even though I feel like slowing down for a break. This everlasting race is wearing me out both mentally and emotionally.
And these few days, some people have just been really gettin' on my nerves. Be it intentionally or otherwise. And a BIG FAT HINT, if I don't pick up your calls after the first 3 times & do not call back, it's a HINT that I don't wish to talk to you. Get it?! And don't callme just to let me know your stupid grades when it's obvious I don't give a fuckin' shit about them. -.- Although I find it weird at times, I actually don't mind my cellphone being quiet. It's a good chance for me to cut down on my bill. Last Month's bill dropped from 60 over bucks to a mere 34bucks. Cool right? yeah, so Imma keep it that way. I'll only text/call people when I think it's necessary& usually these people are my close friends, if not my besties. But then again, I don't mind if people call me to catch up with me or just talk to me if they're bored or whatever. Just dont HARASS me and I'll be nice. (C &S should know whom I'm referring to.)
I know I sound really bitchy & cranky right now. And guess what, I DON'T CARE!
I suddenly feel like going to someplace where serenity lies, where I'm away from everyone and away from the crowds. I just feel like going from a breather now. It's stuffy here in Singapore. It's always so busy & crowded. Only my trip to Sentosa yesterday was really relaxing, listening to the waves hit the shore and all. I dont mean to sound all emo shittish but I really dont know why I suddenly feel this way. I'm baffled myself!
Poly's starting soon and unlike other people, I don't really wish to start school so soon. I feel like freezing time to have this holiday where my besties are all available and all. There's so many things I haven't even settled yet. I feel so suffocated. It's like I'm forced to keep running even though I feel like slowing down for a break. This everlasting race is wearing me out both mentally and emotionally.
And these few days, some people have just been really gettin' on my nerves. Be it intentionally or otherwise. And a BIG FAT HINT, if I don't pick up your calls after the first 3 times & do not call back, it's a HINT that I don't wish to talk to you. Get it?! And don't callme just to let me know your stupid grades when it's obvious I don't give a fuckin' shit about them. -.- Although I find it weird at times, I actually don't mind my cellphone being quiet. It's a good chance for me to cut down on my bill. Last Month's bill dropped from 60 over bucks to a mere 34bucks. Cool right? yeah, so Imma keep it that way. I'll only text/call people when I think it's necessary& usually these people are my close friends, if not my besties. But then again, I don't mind if people call me to catch up with me or just talk to me if they're bored or whatever. Just dont HARASS me and I'll be nice. (C &S should know whom I'm referring to.)
I know I sound really bitchy & cranky right now. And guess what, I DON'T CARE!
