How can something so right, feel so wrong?

I saw an airplane today,
And I asked myself,
How great it would have been,
If it was a wishing star.
Then I would have wished,
For it,
To have been possible between us.
Because right now,
The feeling...
Feels so wrong,
But yet...
So right.

& I wanna hate you,
but I can't.
& I don't want you,
but I don't want someone else to have you.


What should I do now?